beta minecraft
So I've always been fascinated with earlier versions of minecraft but it's starting to reach a bubbling point I think. I don't know why I just.. there is something about it that I cannot describe that just hits so right. Now don't get me wrong, I fucking love all minecraft. The happy ghast? Is literally fucking peak video gaming in my opinion.
Don't even get me started on the copper golem that's coming in the next update!!!! They're all so cute. Plus minecraft sheep are peak.
I just really love minecraft honestly, and this love only really like exploded over this last year. However when it comes to beta it just hits so different. I genuinely don't even know how to describe it. I think it's the simplicity of it all. The simpler palettes.. the imagination that goes with it all. It just makes you work a little harder and imagine a little more than normal minecraft, and especially modded.
I've been in a weird place where I love the game so much but I can never like.. decide on what to play. I like the simplicity of vanilla.. but no one I know ever wants to touch vanilla like.. ever. Then when I decide I'll play modded I get infinitely lost in mods and tweaking and trying to build the perfect set of mods.. so much so that I just don't play. It's rough..
It doesn't help I'm lacking people to play with. I don't really have a lot of friends, and those I do have aren't really interested in it unless it has 14,000 mods and heavily tech focused and I just.. get so bored of that. A running theme through my posts here is loneliness and that is still quite prevalent here.
Currently I'm trying to play some Better Than Adventure, a continuation of beta 1.7.3 that is really neat! I even found a little server I'm gonna try to play on some. I also wanna try Modern Beta some, it's a recreated 1.7.3 server that runs on anything and has a big community. We'll see if things stick though. I struggle with public servers like this sometimes but I need to step outside of my comfort zone I think.
I start my job training on Tuesday so I'm super excited and nervous about that. Cannot wait to finally bring in some money and secure my place to live. Now that I'm not as horrifically depressed about that I'm starting to feel the creative brain worms creep their way back in slowly.
I've been listening to this on repeat tonight, it's just so addicting.. so enjoy!